B the change you want to see in the world!
B aware!
B awakened!
B enlightended!
B human!

B all that you can B
truly value life
B the story

(to the tune of that army commercial)

one more thing:

just want to remind everyone the importance of the lists on youtube. the way to get to the top of the lists is to continue to make videos. one of them will be a hit.

forgot something to pocketplayer:

high school is indoctrination. i'm learning a lot in college. i don't think it's a waste at all. sure, i wish i were learning how to live. but they're teaching me how to bring down civilization, which is a big goal of mine.

responding to verbalpocketplayer:

i do rap and sing on the street. i do pass out flyers.

i like smoking. i don't care if it kills me. i'm not paying for my cigarettes, so i'm not hurting anyone else. if anything, i'm only hurting myself and tobacco companies. but that's fully irrelevant. what i rail against is not people smoking, it is global genocide, intra-family rape, war, environmental chaos. those are more important than me smoking.

i guess i could stop making videos for 28 days but i really don't see the point. i'm certainly not going to stop just because you ask me to.

my videos get low views. i know. :( sad, huh? well, some of them get lots of views. the only way to increase the percentage of highly-viewed videos is to make more videos, to make them better and better. i have yet to make a truly solid video, by my standards. definitely not stopping until i've accomplished that.

the people at my job agree with me, which really just means they see the truth, but are in much worse positions than i am to begin walking away. (waiters are always quick to understand the domination and exploitation inherent in this system.)

i am not a willing participant in wage slavery. i am a participant. i am unwilling, but i don't know how to survive without a grocery store yet, i have nobody to teach me except books, i live in a city, and i need food. i can afford food from the money i make working, i just don't waste money on eating in restaurants.

did i cover everything?

"i am not addicted to the internet, i just use it a lot. if i took a month off, i feel like that would just be a month where i didn't carry this message on the internet, and i can't allow myself to be that useless"

1. cop out

2. all your past hundreds of videos, which are a little repetitive anyways, are still there to be found by others

3. you average about 1000 views a video, but i would say the vast majority are viewed by people who either agree with you or just want to argue with you.

4. you can be plenty useful without youtube. rap and sing on the street. hand out flyers. you'd reach as many unique individuals.

its only 28 days!

"i don't have enough money to take myself out to eat...i do give them whatever i can spare, which is usually cigarettes"

you dont' have enough money for food but you do for smokes? civilization distorts our priorities, does it not

"i stop and talk to anyone whenever possible about civilization. you should do the same."

what do the people you work with say when you talk to them about it?

why are you a willing participant in wage slavery anyways?

and why do you waste your time and money on institutionalized education?

You should quit. It's bad for you health. Civilization is bad for your health too. But cigarettes are a product of civilization's addictive self-destruction, and one that you can at least do something about by not supporting the corporate monsters who would profit from death and disease. Smoking cigarettes is a failure of will power, a sign of weakness, and nothing more by prolonged suicide. If you don't care enough about your own life how are we to believe you care about any other life on the planet?