mysticsphinx
Antigüedad: 30 de mayo de 2006
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So - YES I love Bill Kaulitz from the deep of my heart.
I love him as PERSON -
not as the PRODUCT of Tokio Hotel.
I don't care what other people think about it. For me he is someone special and he help me to try forget terrible things in my life. Maybe for many people it is absolutely stupid and not to understand, but if you think it is stupid...so ASK YOURSELF: WHAT IS REALLY STUPID IN THIS WORLD??? - War, Rape, hunger in the 3rd world --- or JUST TO LOVE SOMEBODY??????
And...I love the fullmoon. I don't care how stupid it is. I know nobody love him, but I do ;)
I like it to be creative, I can say that I never feel bored, I ever want to make so much in my free-time...so many ideas but not that much time to realize them all...
I'm interested in psychology, philosophy, astronomy/astrology, mystic, gothic, the middle-age,spiritism, art, history...that's so much...I'm almost interested at all things in life. I ever want to know all...xd...I'm a very complicated person...but I can't stop it...I talk a lot and like to laugh ... but the next moment...I just want silence and get depressive.... Well ok... What else could I say...hm..I very like to go to concerts...that's addictive! It's an indescribable feeling...and I like it.
In music I like Tokio Hotel, Within Temptation, Evanescence, HIM, The 69 eyes, Krypteria, all of Gothic-Music...
And I love Nirvana (Kurt Cobain isn't death...he's just in another world...)
I also like some very good pieces of classic-music, orchestra and film-music of Hans Zimmer for example.
My taste of music is very different and strange, because what music I like it's different how I feel at time. I really NEED music, wherever I am or whatever I do...it's strange I know.
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IT'S HUMAN NATURE, SOMETIMES TO BE SAD,
if you can't feel sadness in your heart,
you are frozen and haven't ever live!
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~*~*~*~ P L E A S E! ~*~*~*~
Forgive me for that I can't answer to all messages I get.
So please don't take it personally!
I try to answer all, but sometimes it's not possible for me.
At all people, who write to me in french, japanese ?, russian, türkish? heißt das so?, (or whatever this for languages are)
Please don't write to me in such language!!!
I can't read it. (- . -)
I can't understand it. (- . -)
I can't answer to it? or something like that.
I just understand english and of course German XD, and just maybe three words of french, spain, italian...XD
COPYRIGHT FROM ALL VIDEOS I've uploaded:
BY MYSELF
País: Alemania
Intereses y aficiones: Maybe the whole world can laugh about this what I write now. But I need to say something.
Maybe some of you have seen, that I reactivate and don't allow my videos to be rated. This has not the reason, that everybody must give me 5 stars or such shit. No.
I will start at the beginning:
One day one of my friends saw, that one girl here in youtube always give me one star (on her recently ratings), but that's not all, she not do that one time for one video, she makes it the whole day and repeat it again and again and again. So Sarah (my friend) write me this and I say: Let her, if she need it, she must do it. My friend tried to talk with her, but she was already blocked. Then I tried it too, but I was already blocked before I could send my message to her.
Lol (I don't know if I should cry or laugh about...)
She always downrate and diss against other peoples who make Tokio Hotel-Videos, especially who make Bill-Videos!. So you can believe that she diss me the whole day
('- . -'), maybe she has not other things to do or whatever.
She has not Courage, she blocked everybody who tried to talk with her. Some of my friends tried it, but she already blocked them.
But that's not all:
The same girl who hate me, downrate my videos, write me bad comments (of course I have them already deleted) and HATE my videos, DOWNLOADED them at the same moment and uploaded! parts of them on her channel on youtube, just with another music. She presents them as EXCLUSIVE CREATIVE PRODUCER AND DIRECTOR... (wow what a spectacular name, why I haven't this great idea to give me such a spectacular name? Xd Attention -- it's ironic.)
Maybe the reason I haven't this idea is, because I'm just a normally girl, who just give my videos the emotions I feel deep inside. It's much work to make such a video and every one of my videos have a special meaning for me. God. Every little second of the songs I use for my videos to make is made with all my heart and deepest feelings I have. And every little video has a special meaning for me. And so I demand to accept and respect it!
Everyone of you, who make videos too, can understand, that I can't accept her behaviour. Girl, it's always better to say: I have created myself, than it's just a copy from me, just with another music.
Let it, it shows no personality and no character!
I'm sure the special girl what I mean read this now.
This is for you girl:
At first I don't wanna make your account published, because I have pity on you and everybody gets a second Chance in life and there are so many worse people in the world as you girl, who not deserve a second Chance. So I will be fair and so I don't want your hating-feelings you have for me give you back, because it's not my nature to be like you. I cannot be so cold, even you say everybody that my clips are stupid and terrible and that I'm a stupid person, even you don't know me and never had talk with me. Yes that's me -- I forgive you...
But I have 3 questions:
What have I done to you?
Do you hate me just why I love Bill like 10000000 other girls???
Is Love a reason to be jealous and so full of hate???
Is Love the reason to destroy the feelings of other persons? To hate them? To destroy their souls? To hurt them? Or is Love not even more a reason to feel human, to feel good, to feel better?
Películas y espectáculos: Think about it! And when you think you still must hate me - after you read this - just do that, it's not my problem. Like I said, you not know that out there are more worse people as you, so you can't feel or know what I mean.
But let me tell you one thing:
Let me in peace in the future, so I don't wanna show everybody your account. It's your last chance.
Have your own ideas and make your OWN videos and you will see it is so much better!
So I think I have give you enough of my time.
Take care of yourself, Live in Love not in Hate and learn to accept the feelings of other girls, just be human and life can be so easy. Amen.
Maybe you ask now, why I write this down. Well, I really don't know, it was a need to write it down, nothing more.
Lovely greetings and special thanks goes to Farina, Mirabela, Sarah, Kirsten and Miri who are always by my side...and of course Bill, because without you I never could feel and make these kind of videos...
Some people ask me, what I feel while I make these clips. Well... I cannot say what it is or what I feel, I just know that it is a special feeling what I have, what I will never missing....sometimes it hurts, sometimes I feel good.
I know It's difficult to understand my videos, maybe I'm just the only one who understand, but you have the decision in your hand:
Hate my clips or Love my clips...there's nothing between. But please...don't hate me for my Love to Bill, I think no people in the world has deserved to be hated, just because of Love, because Love is the most human feeling in the world.
Es zieht mich einfach runter, wenn ich sehe, wieviel Hass Menschen entwickeln können, sie zum äußersten gehen, Dinge tun, die einen das ganze Leben lang begleiten werden. Es tut weh, wenn ich diese verdammte Ungerechtigkeit sehe, wenn ich sehe, wie Menschen andere Menschen hassen, ihnen absichtlich weh tun, nur weil diese das Privileg haben, Liebe fühlen zu können. Und dennoch - oder gerade deshalb -, werde ich nie aufhören, Bill zu lieben...akzeptiert diese Liebe einfach.
So! Ich schreib den obersten Quatsch jetzt nicht noch mal auf Deutsch, ich denke mein Englischgewurschtel war einigermaßen verständlich.
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