Monkboy, (nice name)

thanks for your comments.

I'm a little surprised at your pity for me.

I think fundementally you're missing the point. Understandable for an Paddy. Here in the metropolitan world we have a thing called humour. These videos are jokes!

I know you are only a boy, but surely you are grown up enough to undestand that?

If you don't like them, don't watch them. You're the one sitting alone in a dark room watching MY videos. Perhaps the joke is on you?

BTW - pictures of you smoking weed on your myspace make you look cool . . . really . . . well done!

I believe that I am extremely close to the answer.

Wow, that would be extremely helpful. I also plan on uploading some other videos probably along the lines of a rant. Thank you for sounding so deticated to finding the answers. One of the guys that responded gave me the history and different types of goth ( which I am thankful for ) but unless I missed something he didnt really seem to cover the goths of today.