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Topaz eyes so soft and sweet
Life without you is incomplete.
You left me there in the wood
You said it was for my own damn good.
You swore that you loved me with all of your heart
But then you just went and tore it apart.
You might as well have sucked me dry
For thanks to you I slowly die.
Who do I turn to, you or the dog?
The one who caused or pulled me from fog?
And if by chance you one day come back
Do I just leave or cut you some slack?
You sent my life spiraling down
My reaction was more than I simple frown.
My heart was broken beyond repair
It's as if you didn't even care.
I know I should forget and just move on
But I still can't comprehend that you are gone.
You are my life and my one true love
The angel that was sent to me from above.
Your passionate kiss, your gentle soul
Your angry eyes the color of coal.
The tears just fall like a river and make their own lake
Life without you I just cannot take.
I jump from a cliff to year your sweet voice
Telling me not to make such a stupid choice.
But what can I do?
I just can't stand to live without you.
If you come back I'll make you a deal
You are the only one who can make me heal.
Take me in your arms and hold me forever
And promise me you'll leave me never.
That is the only way I'll ever forgive
You are the one who makes me want to live.
Promise me one day I will be your wife
And belong to you all the days of my life.
Dead or alive you are the person I need to survive.
You said you never wanted to take my soul
But leaving me here you reached an unwanted goal.
My heart was the one thing I gave you so freely
But when you left I questioned "does he love me really?"
I can't love Mike or even Jake
For then I'd be lying knowing that love is all fake.
So bring me my heart so I can breathe air
Bring yourself back too and make it fair.
I need you now more than ever before
You are the apple of my core.
You are the trunk of my stable tree
Edward Cullen please bite me


FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents dad/mom

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Shoot ... we messed up ... but that was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: You cant get rid of

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock the crap outa them.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will ask if you okay when you fall down
REAl FRiENDS: Will pee on themselves with laughter at your stupiditiy

FAKE FRIENDS: Laugh when you laugh for no reason
REAL FRIENDS: Laugh when they find it funny

FAKE FRIENDS: Will read this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will steal this, just like i did