♥Loc:: Stockton CA
♥Age: 23

♥Plastic Flower♥
Even if I sit still,
my heartbeat is unstable.
With a thoughtless expression on my face,
I let out my breath.
People around me
don't care because it doesn't affect them.
So hopelessly I give up on myself.

I was never really sure of myself.
I never knew this would happen to me.
Every single day I can't sleep.
And foolishly I wait and hope.

You probably don't even know
a person like me.
You probably don't even care about me.
Trapped in these thoughts, and other worries as the whole day goes by.



Wouldn't there be another girl?
As I imagine this horror,
I hope for him even more.
And even so, I wouldn't be able to tell him
because he doesn't have a reason to like me.

If I go up to him and get rejected,
that pain, scares me too much.
Trapped in these thoughts, and other worries and suspicions as months goes by.

Will we ever meet again?
Thinking this, makes me so frustrated.
Coincidences by fate;
the only thing I pray and wish for.




♥Eternal Snow♥
How long has it been since i fell inlove with you
my feelings just keep on growing stronger
Do you even notice how i feel for you?
but i could not say the words
when i had the chance
silently like the snow
i keep on pretending

Hold me tight i never wanted to know
waht it feels like to fall inlove with someone
i love you and my tears wont stop
If this goes on, i would have been better off
not knowing you

How long am i going to continue thinking about you?
as i breathed on the window pane it became foggy
My heart is like a lit candle
i wonder if i can keep it from melting

Hold me tight strong, as if ill break
even if i run into a winter snow storm
i wont be cold
I miss you, everytime youre on my mind
ill be hugging this knitted scarf
alone tonight again..

If the snow falls eternally
I wonder if i can continue hiding my feeling about you


Hold me tight i never wanted to know
waht it feels like to fall inlove with someone
i love you so much that heart overflows
I want to cry out to the winter sky
that i want to see you right now

hold me tight.. i love you..