Hello! I am MelloChocolateLover, you can call me L-chan, as my friend Abby says, Kashi-san, or Lanna, last one is my real name. But it's actually not a name! as the dictionary says. Anyway, I am about 5'4'', red hair, it's natural. And my fav color is black. Guess what? I even tried to cut my hair like L! but I got matsuda instead XD

0% shy
█ 10% school person
██ 20% evil
███ 30% hyper
████ 40% demon
█████ 50% angel
██████ 60% Sweet
███████ 70% Light Yagami lover
████████ 80% Matt Jeevas Lover
█████████ 90% BB fan
██████████ 100% crazy >>
███████████ 110% in your face..
████████████ 120% Social
█████████████ 130% loving person
██████████████ 140% real friend
███████████████ 150% real person
████████████████ 160% L Fan-Girl

My Pain is your joy
My Heart is your toy
My life is nothing to you
so why do you need to choose?
throw me aside like all the rest
and choose your only best
which is mostly not me
and just let me be..

You try to help people
but you get lost
start yelling at them
in the end, it costs

they yell back
getting pissed at you
just for saying something small
and its like they might sue

You didnt want this
non of it at all
trying to be nice
just makes you fall

He wouldnt listen
Just blew up in my face
one line "happens to everyone thats life"
and he makes it a great big case


tiredness is all i here
hearing moans and goans all throughout
complaints and whinning are too much
sometimes you just want to shout
SHOUT TO THE WORLD TO STOP stop all the noise thats going on
it's too much for a person to take in
and one day, that persons gonna be gone
gone to a quiet place and be alone
be themselves with no one talking
silence is all they here in there
unless, one certain person is stalking
watching their every move
here and there, left and right
seeing them speak and talk and watching you fight
you go insane, be alone
the person over there sees
and they sigh and walk overgetting on their knees
they tell you to stop
stop yourself from doing this
what you're doing isnt righttry to stay in total bliss
be alive and free like you wanted
stay yourself for awhile
dont listen to anyone after me
and dont drink from the vile
the vile of death is what they say
the horrible thing to make you sad
making you leave your calmness
and making you go even more mad