Everything everyone has ever said to me is a lie?
oh, ok. I get it.
Yes, you might not like me,
but you lied to me about being my best friends for 2 years? JUST TO HURT ME?!
Ok, i see.
Yes, i did once think of you as someone i'd die for, but now? I REGRET THAT.
You never trusted me, yet i trusted you with my life.
Yeah. ok. I see.

Well from now on, you arent close to my friends, none of you.
BACKSTABBERS.
So thats all i've got to say.
I'd choose him over you, ANYDAY.
Farewell my friends, farewell.


Right.

Life ain't so great at the moment. I'm going through some tough times.
After losing a friend on 29/4, and finding out my best friends never even like me on 8/6, i'm still a little down, i feel things even deeper now, and i thought i was deep enough already.
But in time i'll get used to this new me, well not really new.
Depression is such a big problem in my life, but i still refuse to take anti-depressants, cause they just don't help, and then you can't cry you're pain out, which helps. A LOT.
Music is like a life saver to me, i lose myself and my pain in the words and it soothes it, its like a drug, but so much better.

I've had my heart broken too many times, and just want to feel loved more than ever.
And thank god, I HAVE THE MOST PERFECT GUY EVER.
Euan <3

I don't need anyone else, or want anyone else... BUT YOU.


My life is complicated, and i find it hard to explain, to talk about, it used to kill me inside, but now, i wonder.
"why did i even care?"
but that's the past. and i cant re-live it, how ever hard i wish for a chance to change what happened, NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN, and the sooner i learn that, THE BETTER!


From yesterday, it's coming
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here!

Amazing Song.
What more can I say?

Add Me As A Friend, I Accept All Invites.

Susanna.