i'm in LUV with music,and i am questioning the excistance of god.my parents are my worst enemy,i had issues with them.they got divorsed when i waz 3 years old,so they were togeather 4 3 years.my dad must've thought i waz stupid or somethin' 'cause everytime i went over,he'd try to tell me about sex and he'd be all "ur gonna get raped weather u like it or not" or somethin' like that.now my mom...damn it i hate her.she tried to label my feelings and never bothered 2 help me when i gave her warnings about me wanting 2 die,she wuld just scream at me and think she taught me a lesson and she waz always labeling me a whore.i'd wear a skirt and she'd be like,"R U TRYING TO LOOK LIKE A HOOKER?!" and that pissed me off.and she called me a little bitch and said she waz "getting my attention"...what the fuck ?!my youngest brother is, david.he got the easy life just because he waz fat, and stupid,and looked like my grandpa(who died at about 52).he wazn't even 10 years old and he started cussing like a 32 year old,and he got the influence from my mom.and me and my older brother andrew told her she put an influence on him and her excuse waz "u can only influence urself"...no u can't!i mean,when ur a baby and ur learning 2 talk,the baby's gonna repeat something that the parnets eventually say!'cause babys r not that smart!anyway,she didn't pay 4 me and andrew 2 go 2 collage and our nana had 2.which means,shes gonna pay 4 david 2 go 2 collage.but that waz my past,i'm now 21 years old,and my brother wazn't able 2 take care of my niese Aimee,so she lives with me now.i went 2 a collage where they teach u art,so i'm a tatoo artist.my natural hair is a light brown and even though people say my hair is beautiful...i'm gonna change it when i get the chance.i have brown eyes which at first i wanted 2 change 2 a light blue until i learned how 2 make them look fierce.and i'm not really sure if i'm fat or not 'cause most peoples say i'm skinny but i have doubts.i'm a victorian kinda goth person,or i'm just a rebel.my mom hates my look so I LUV IT!Aimee is a rebel/rocker chick and she haz platiunim blonde hair and she doesn't have all thoose brown highlights that most blondes have and when u look at her roots,u dont see a single speck of brown.so,shes not a blonde,but a PIXIE!her birthday is on july 13th and she now haz a brow piercing,'cause it wazn't that big of a deal 2 me.she haz the most piercing light blue eyes u'll ever see.and whenever she cries,it's not just 1 or 2 rows of tears it's 4 rows of tears falling out of each eye.so when she cries she can make u feel guilty.i play piano and am trying 2 teach Aimee how 2(she's doing great by the way).and we both LUV 2 sing.i like singing heart shaped box by nirvana.Aimee likes 2 sing coming undone by KoRn.we can both play guitar.and i guess i'm either rich, or i am alomst there(in ur FACE mother).i'm happy right now,and i plan on it staying that way.